Feeling a little Better

I must admit today i feel a lil better. considering the fact that I forgave my ex and my spirit feels better. My best friend and I are slowly working back to the point where we used to be... which is fine because as India Arie said"where we'll go baby i don't know, Maybe we should just let nature run it's show." I wonder why it took me 4 years to listen to that CD and understand it. maybe because i wasn't ready for it yet. Anyway though i've been reading more and more( the bible that is) Trying to get my life in order. thats part of the reason why I think this fiasco with my best friend and I occured. He's a bit more into his faith than I am. Which now I understand why he was introduced to me in the first place. It wasn't for realationship purposes( atleast not right now). Somethings are still a little hurtful to me, but for the most part I feel a lot better. Thanks to those of you that commented on my life issues. You guys helped also. Thanks alot.. and now back to my reading... Peace