I wanna give it all up
Hey everyone I havent been on in a long time. I've been going thorugh I number of issues in my life. It seems like things are falling apart for me in 06. Things have finally caught up to me I guess. THe one thing I've always feared of happeneing to me.. I believe it's happeneing.. and for the reason I trust no man Literally, relationship has no definition in my head,s*x is not and option and I don't think It will be for a long time, I dont want to have any contact with anyone, thats how uptight I am about myself now. I don't feel a need to continue being the freiendly person that I have always been. I try to look past this but I can't.. I mean sure I'm still alive and all but fo rthe most part I have no enegry... so what am I supposed to think. Going back to school seems like a distant dream
A you feel like me at times. But nothing in life is not easy. and anything worth having is worth fighting for and thas real. It takes hard works to get what you want. But it will pay off. Dont change your style up because of grimey type guys fareal Be you if you change than they still winning.... " If you live in the past, You die in the present"