Inside My mind
here's what going on in my head.... Feel free to comment but this is more of just getting things off my chest.
Is my x fiance gay/bis*xual?
If so Why?
Why do the people I think I'm closest to keep betraying me?
When will I find that person who is going to love me like I love them?
Why is it so hard for me to just walk away?
When the hell did I become second best to my ex and who am I second best to?
What would life be like if I hadn't have miscaried my two children?
When will I get over that?
Why the hell did J tell me that his girl was or could be pregnant?
When will I finall be comfortable with myself?
Is me not being happy holding me back from living my life?
How do I get to that place of peace?
Is God listening to me or am i just missing his signs?
WHat am I going to eat for dinner?
When will people realize that I'm human and I make mistakes?
Will my best friend ever realize that I love him with all that I have and that I want to be more than just his friend?
When he goes to grad school is he going to fall for that girl and end up getting maried?
WHat will I do if that does happen?
Will he discontinue his friendship with me if his wife doesn't like me and his relationship?
I wonder if we'll end up gettin married?
Is there any guys out there like him?
Why the hell does he treat me like he does if we can't be together?
just a little bit of time inside the mind of ME
Is my x fiance gay/bis*xual?
If so Why?
Why do the people I think I'm closest to keep betraying me?
When will I find that person who is going to love me like I love them?
Why is it so hard for me to just walk away?
When the hell did I become second best to my ex and who am I second best to?
What would life be like if I hadn't have miscaried my two children?
When will I get over that?
Why the hell did J tell me that his girl was or could be pregnant?
When will I finall be comfortable with myself?
Is me not being happy holding me back from living my life?
How do I get to that place of peace?
Is God listening to me or am i just missing his signs?
WHat am I going to eat for dinner?
When will people realize that I'm human and I make mistakes?
Will my best friend ever realize that I love him with all that I have and that I want to be more than just his friend?
When he goes to grad school is he going to fall for that girl and end up getting maried?
WHat will I do if that does happen?
Will he discontinue his friendship with me if his wife doesn't like me and his relationship?
I wonder if we'll end up gettin married?
Is there any guys out there like him?
Why the hell does he treat me like he does if we can't be together?
just a little bit of time inside the mind of ME
most of the questions going through ur mind i have been thru. i had to put myself in a place though where i stopped stressing. i took time to look at my self and get a closer relationship with god. i promise u if you do these two things, everything will go better for u.