HOMIE, LOVER, FRIEND

I don't know what to do. I'm in love with my best friend but the situation is so sticky I know its not even the right time to hook up. PLus he's about to be on the other side of the country for Grad school. It ain't like Imma just be able to hop on a plane and go to Cali anytime I want to. I'm going to miss him so much. What if he meets another girl over there and then next thing you knwo I end up at his wedding. Yeah I know I have to follow through with my best friend duties and such.... But that would break my heart and probaly take me a minute to get over him. I don't know what to do. Weve already told each other how we felt and the feeling is mutual. It's just that the timing is all wrong. Still I can't help what I feel for him. THIS IS cOMPLICATED!!!!!!!!!