I'm heartbroken!!!

I never thought I could love someone who made me feel like Shyt. Who treated me so badly, and lied through his teeth. I never thought I would let myself down this way, to give my heart to the man of despair, no one dilemma i've been through can compare. He has taken my will to love, now every man will pay for his discretions and love will reject me because I am holding back all feelings and emotions. I was always scared of committment, but now I see, the truth and honesty are not enough to keep a relationship on the up and up!