I WROTE MY BEST FRIEND THIS LETTER...
Hey Gurl,
I'm kinda mad that you still didn't say or write anything concerning anything I wrote. It was crazy when I was writing that thing about what “LOVE” really is. It was hard to think about things to encourage me and make me feel better. As I was writing I felt the burdens that encompassed my spirit simply drift away! It really did something for me and made me realize love is never what you thought it was, but exactly the opposite. I should ask every person in a relationship what they think love is. Love is a beautiful thing and its never love if you are always arguing, or defending yourself, or even doubting each other. I bet you its a miracle if you find love, because not many people understand REAL LOVE! It's so funny to me b/ cuz now I see we weren't meant to be. Its nobodies fault but mine b/ cuz I made myself believe he was the “one”, maybe there is no “ONE”. Maybe there are many to come that are made just for me. Of course I won't know they are the one, because thats what you find out after what seems like a lifetime that you have spent together. You grow with the “ONE”, learn with the “ONE”, make mistakes and fix them with the “ONE”, you also accept the “ONE” for who he was before he was with you, and I understand that now. I don't believe in soulmates anymore, I believe in “CHEMISTRY” The fact that I feel tingly inside when I see or hear him, the way he smells that turns me on, the kisses he gives that sooth my soul. Thats what the “ONE” does. And “CHEMISTRY” is the spark we share that ignites the flame we only hope to keep alive. The “ONE” will make my insides squirm when he places his hands on my body and whispers in my ear or breathes on my skin. Clearly the “ONE” has yet to encounter me, but all I have seen are the “ONE” wannabes! You know the one who deceives you by lying, and tries to soothe you when your crying, and whispers in your ear sweet nothing and really doesn't care. The one with the back up plan because he knows your not in his future plans. The one you loved so dear, used you like a cheat sheet for his final exam, and discarded your feelings like a dirty pair of underwear. Those are the “ONE” wannabe's. And they are for damn sure something I don't need! You feel me?
I'm kinda mad that you still didn't say or write anything concerning anything I wrote. It was crazy when I was writing that thing about what “LOVE” really is. It was hard to think about things to encourage me and make me feel better. As I was writing I felt the burdens that encompassed my spirit simply drift away! It really did something for me and made me realize love is never what you thought it was, but exactly the opposite. I should ask every person in a relationship what they think love is. Love is a beautiful thing and its never love if you are always arguing, or defending yourself, or even doubting each other. I bet you its a miracle if you find love, because not many people understand REAL LOVE! It's so funny to me b/ cuz now I see we weren't meant to be. Its nobodies fault but mine b/ cuz I made myself believe he was the “one”, maybe there is no “ONE”. Maybe there are many to come that are made just for me. Of course I won't know they are the one, because thats what you find out after what seems like a lifetime that you have spent together. You grow with the “ONE”, learn with the “ONE”, make mistakes and fix them with the “ONE”, you also accept the “ONE” for who he was before he was with you, and I understand that now. I don't believe in soulmates anymore, I believe in “CHEMISTRY” The fact that I feel tingly inside when I see or hear him, the way he smells that turns me on, the kisses he gives that sooth my soul. Thats what the “ONE” does. And “CHEMISTRY” is the spark we share that ignites the flame we only hope to keep alive. The “ONE” will make my insides squirm when he places his hands on my body and whispers in my ear or breathes on my skin. Clearly the “ONE” has yet to encounter me, but all I have seen are the “ONE” wannabes! You know the one who deceives you by lying, and tries to soothe you when your crying, and whispers in your ear sweet nothing and really doesn't care. The one with the back up plan because he knows your not in his future plans. The one you loved so dear, used you like a cheat sheet for his final exam, and discarded your feelings like a dirty pair of underwear. Those are the “ONE” wannabe's. And they are for damn sure something I don't need! You feel me?
