my solutiion

i wanna thank eveyone that gave me their advice on my last blog. i thought long and hard bout what everyone said and everyone was right. i already knew most of the stuff that everyone pointed out but i guess i was still in denial. i told my ex that i cant talk to him anymore. i did give him reasons or any type of explaination. i decided that ive wasted a lot of time tryin to help someone that didnt want my help. im sick of bein his safety net for when things go wrong wit other girls ot that just in case pillow. i just decided to move on and to stop lowering my standards for people. i also gonna stop blamin myself for what happend when it wasnt my fault and all the stuff we went through wasnt. i feel that ive actaully grown a lil bit. gettin myself away from him will allow me to focus on me instead of im and his lil games.