ima target

since i went to prom like 3 weeks ago all these dudes i use to talk to or go wit have been at me. like most of em i wont give the time of day to cuz i know how they are and that they wont change. i feel that i shouldnt have to ask u to change or want u to change if we gon be together. i had a bbq for a grad party and all of em stop through. then my ex from a few blogs back came by. the night b4 graduation we was at a party n he was all ova me. i let him b round me cuz he was drunk n i didnt want nothin to happen to him. then the next mornin his bestfriend told me yea he said he still love u n he wanna b wit u. he was lookin for u all day. i just blew it off cuz he was drunk that night. then his friend told me the other day yall need to get back together he want another chance. he been tellin me this a lot lately. i just think that this is all his friend doin but my ex called me the other day just questionin me n tryin to take me out for my birthday. im like if he dont tell me himself how he feel then im just gon ignore it and let him go for good. its like this past month all the males that i use to talk to all tryin to "j" back down on me. im thinkin this shound like a bet to me cuz most of em know each other or are kinda cool. im like i dont do friend groups. im feel in like a target cuz all these dudes is at me at the same time. im wonderin if its for an other reason than them actually like me.