frustrated
im just soo ready to leave illinois. i go to a school that is just so lame. im surrounded by a whole bunch of people that are ignorant. im sick of playin a sport 4 a team that is steady losin. ive been on varsity 4 four years so i should be use to gettin killed every game by some white school that breeds their kids to play certain sports. but after today ive just had enough. i wanna quit so bad but im not a quitter. i always question myself why do i continue to play a sport that does not benefit me and always causein me stress. i hate bein the one that has to hold everyone together and the blame gets put on me all the time. its sad that all my teamates look at me as their coach. i cant give up on them cuz they need me. but i ask myself y continue do to somethin that upsets u all the time?i waan hurry u and leave n paly college ball so i can have a challenge n have players on the team that kno what to do and are dedicated. im just sooo lost n frustrated right now!!!!
girl don't constantly frustrate yourself. after a while you will start to stress yourself out, and stress isnt good for the body. just look at it this way, you are not being a quitter, but anything you have to think twice about shouldn't even be in your mind because you constantly question it.