I try, I really do, but I just don't get them!!
My boyfriend is my heart. He's the other part of me. I've found another reason in this life to keep on breathing. Without him, there is no me. But you know what? I'll be damned if these little mood swings keep coming up (and I'm not the one pms-ing). We're doing the long distance thing (for now) and it's not too bad. We see each other every couple of weeks. I just came back from seeing him. The other day, we were talking and he goes and says something like "know what, you go ahead and do what you want and i'ma do what i want." Hold up...where in the hell did that come from??? I mean, we were good! So the next few days after that, we talked and he said he would call me back later that night. Never did. And that's not like him...AT ALL. I called him all day yesterday and he finally answered the phone. We talked about how things aren't feeling right between us and then he tries to put it on me, like I know what the deal is. n*gga, this is all you! I don't even know what's going on. I'm so lost at this point! I ask him what is making him act like this. You know what he says? "It was something that you said that made me mad...but I don't even know what it was." What kind of sense does that make? I said, "Baby, you are causing problems in our relationship because I said something to make you mad and you don't even know what it was?" That makes perfect sense doesn't it? He apologized but our conversation after that was very dry...extremely. He had another call so put me on hold. Now let me tell you, I don't hold no longer than 40 sec, 50 if I'm being nice. He had me on hold for more than a minute. So I hung up. Did he call me back?? That's a negative. I don't know what to do...I'm at the point of "whatever" right now because the way he's acting is beyond me! And I know this blog is really long, but I just had to get this out...this is crazy. Is me not calling him going to add fuel to the fire? Or should I just be the bigger person and just call him, knowing that he'll probably ignore my phone call?
