Luv Jones
Aite there is this guy that I've been feelin for a minute. Well when I 1st met him I knew something was different I just couldn't figure out what. Now after almost 4 yrs. I have finally figured out what is different about him. I actually like him in a more than a friend way. The problem is I don't know how to tell him how he makes me feel or what I like about him.
When I first met him he told me he was not like all other guys and at first I didn't believe it but later I found out why he said that. I love his personality because its like he always knows what to say. I like the fact that he's real with his and that he will always tell it like it is. I can to talk to him about almost everything except the way I feel about him. I love the fact that he's intelligent, driven, goal orientated and caring. He is the only guy that I know who can walk into a room and make my face light up and at the same time make me weak. He holds his own. He is everything and them some. Everytime I see him he drive my body crazy in a good way. I can't even explain the rest.
When I had the chance to tell him I couldn't bring myself to do it my defense system kicked in and I froze up. Part of the reason I didn't tell him is because I wanted to do it in person. I don't know why I but I think it would be better for me to tell him in person vs. telling him over the phone or the internet. I also think it would be easier for me to tell him face to face. The other reason I didn't tell him is because I am afraid of his reaction. I mean I know its not like I am asking him to marry me or anything like that but shoot its hard to pour you heart out to someone and then look at their eyes or facial expressions and feel like you should have just keep how you feel inside. Somedays I wish I would have had the courage to tell him how I felt without making a fool of myself. All I know is he drives me wild and I just wish I would have figured all of this out before he left. I just hope someday soon I can tell him how I feel.
When I first met him he told me he was not like all other guys and at first I didn't believe it but later I found out why he said that. I love his personality because its like he always knows what to say. I like the fact that he's real with his and that he will always tell it like it is. I can to talk to him about almost everything except the way I feel about him. I love the fact that he's intelligent, driven, goal orientated and caring. He is the only guy that I know who can walk into a room and make my face light up and at the same time make me weak. He holds his own. He is everything and them some. Everytime I see him he drive my body crazy in a good way. I can't even explain the rest.
When I had the chance to tell him I couldn't bring myself to do it my defense system kicked in and I froze up. Part of the reason I didn't tell him is because I wanted to do it in person. I don't know why I but I think it would be better for me to tell him in person vs. telling him over the phone or the internet. I also think it would be easier for me to tell him face to face. The other reason I didn't tell him is because I am afraid of his reaction. I mean I know its not like I am asking him to marry me or anything like that but shoot its hard to pour you heart out to someone and then look at their eyes or facial expressions and feel like you should have just keep how you feel inside. Somedays I wish I would have had the courage to tell him how I felt without making a fool of myself. All I know is he drives me wild and I just wish I would have figured all of this out before he left. I just hope someday soon I can tell him how I feel.
I totally feel you on this blog. I've been in that position twice, still currently in one. You should go ahead and let him no...so that no matter how he reacts you will not regret the fact that you neva let him know how u felt. In both of occurances I waited to long to tell my friend(s) how I felt about her and it burnt because they were in relationships. So just let it go and you'll be aight, especially if he feels the same way about you. Holla @ me. -=Fresh=-
P.S. Me and your friend have the same mannerisms and characteristics....he sounds like a good guy don't let him slip past you. Unconditional love is the best type of love.