Looking forward to my Life Ahead or not?

Ok people ive been bored as hell lately...sitting at home these past couple of days. Being out of highschool is not as comforting as I thought it would be. I mean i just been thinkin bout moving out to da ATL where none of my family will be close to me and im an only child so its gonna be kinda hard i guess.im going to spend my first bday without family...i know it sounds corny but hey its my 18th bday...but yeah mainly ive been thinkin bout me and my bf and how our relationship is going to survive being a part for the next four years or more. I dont think its hit him yet that seeing each other every day will no longer be a privelage or possibility. He's going to the navy and Im goin to ATL so even when he does come home to visit i wont be anywhere near...i love dis boy although he has put me through hell and high highwater(LOL i sound like my grandmother) but what if he finds some1 else or i get to da ATL and fall for one of dem Morehouse or CLarkATlanta dudes..i mean we are both going to encounter lots of different situations and people so there's no telling what could possibly happen. I just hope we have a chance because if we dont id rathar end it b4 we depart rathar than deal with it while im in college cuz i dont wanna be stressin...ill be stressin enuf on how da hell im gonna pay for this Spelman education...but newayz Life is gonna be Llife...yeah this internet blog thing is kinda cool cuz i was browsing the groups and came up on some classmates...one of my classmates finally admitted that he was bis*xual in his online journal...an age old question that was instantly solved...im proud of him cuz it shows he's growing in his life...funny i see changes in these 2005 graduates already...well im just rambling now and ill come back when i have something or anything interesting to say...holla from this "oh so fine diva of the AUC!!!!" MUAH