Then & Now

Well then I was worried about sumbody bein with muuh n stayin wit muuh. But now all of that is behind muuh. I'm tired of wanting sum one who dnt want me but then dn't want sum 1 who wants muuh. Take for instance this n*gga named O.Jay... we use to kick it and what not but i mean it wasn't what i wanted. But at tha tyme I was tryna be faithful to this n*gga named Juan Castillo... but it was a waste of mah tyme... i mean cuz first of all he played with mah emtions actin like he was all real n shyt. But it turned out he was fake as they get. I mean, u dn't juss play with ppl's emothions and thynk yur gonna get away with it... and he didn't. It juss hurt that he done muuh like that... it hurt alot. But now i aynt even worried about it... cuz i'm on sum mo shyt. Fa Real!!! Then after him muuh and Rea started bacc sum what talkin and hurr she go sayin how she loves muuh and wants muuh bacc becuz i was gone move to Georgia earlier but i stayed becuz I didn't want to leave hu. "Love" n all dat shyt. But hurr i was once again wastin mah tyme with sum one who was just playin with mah emotions. Cuz she had on Facebook that hu nad this utha girl were still together... i tol hu... I was like look hurr, how u gone still have that yall are together when your with muuh. And she was like dn't worry about it as long as you know we together that's all that matters. And mah dumb ass was like okay. So i let that one go... a few days later, i see hu status. And ion knw why she put that on there becuz she knw i was gone say sumthin.She had put sumin on nurr referring that hu and this utha chick was talkin... so muuh, i asked hu. I put sum shyt all ova hu wall!!!
That was then...
...This is NOW
MAYNE NAH... ITS A WHOLE DIFFERENT STORY, UM NOT ON THA SAME THINGS I WAS... I'VE GROWN, SAW PPL FOR WHO THEY REALLY ARE AND KNW THAT I CAN'T TRUST EVERYBODY, NO MATTER HOW THEY PROMISING YOU SHYT AND SAYING THEY LOVE YOU. LOVE YURSELF FIRST AND WHEN SUM ONE HURTS YOU AS LONG AS YOU LOVE YURSELF, YOU CAN LOOK PAST THA HURT THEY CAUSED!!!!! REAL ASS SHYYT!! CUZ REGARDLESS TO WHAT UMMA DO MUUH!!!!