What Makes Me the Woman That I Am.....

When My childern were born you might say that I sign a Peace Treaty with the devil himself if just spared my sons hardship and leave me to blame I swore that I would continue to do my best and if this was not enough I would do even more. Now I am sitting here in this shallow world with my heart torn and no mop to wipe up these million tears. I am finish with the hurt that I've cause myself and understand that I was the one to blame I did not have time no man and this included me. I slowly moving towards front and center I started to allow God to step in a allow me a breathe of fresh air in my life. I seem to forget their was someone watching over me all alone this so called hero field I no longer had play on my own and I thankful for each day that he allows me see and feel this love and joy that he brings.