Venting!

I've never really used these blogs things... But I guess since I'm about to go half way aroung the country for school... I need a place to vent. What do I say when the only person I have ever been around is basically having low-key anxiety about me leaving... I mean it's going to hurt to leave my mother... But I feel that this experience is going to better me and I'm doing this for me... She's proud, yes... But she'll have a hard time adjusting... In the last week, she's called me out of my name like six times... She thinks I'm going to be a "whore"... If she knew anything about me, she would never call me such a name... She's been seeking out reasons to get upset and yell... At least that's what it seems like... But... I'm leaving. I'll be back every chance I get though... So she shouldn't worry... I love her, but what do I do about this... Now is not a time for us to have conflict... I leave for Clark Atlanta in about a week... I have no idea what to do... Praying always works... Like I said though... I'm just venting...