I used to love him

Soft cool inspirations
Of heartache

Smooth intelligence
Of melodies of love

Sacrifices of internal openness

Mental intercourse

Engaging
Exhilarating

Lip poetry

Body masterpieces

Sensual arguments
s*xual make-ups

Exciting boredom

Ecstasy throughout
My mind, body and soul

Passionately uninterested

Pulling us apart
Fusing us back together

All that is left now

Footprints in my memory
Love tears
Joyful daydreams

Soulful emptiness
Incompleteness
No healing No forgiveness

Delighted pain
When I look back on
What used to be
What happened?
Why did I?
How could you?
Who was she?
Regretted hurtful happiness