Do lost ones ever return?
Why are things the way they are?
Why must people evole?
Why must feeling change?
Why can't things simply remain the same?
It seems your feelings have changed when mine have remained excatly the same. maybe yours were never real... maybe mine were just to intense... maybe I wanted yours to be real because mine were.... Maybe I just could'nt see who you truley were... Maybe I will never get that chance....
Because part of me despises you now... Part of me hates the sight of you now... part of me wants you to hurt right now... part of me wants you to call right now... part of me wants to see you right now... part of me wants you to want me right now.
so what is one to do? you call I can't bring myself to answer..why is it? I am so unsure of your sincirity . wondering what excatly is inspiring this phone call? nostaglia for me and us?loniness?reget?what is it?
I have myself wondering will things be different. will we change. Will you be a different man this time around. NO it will be the same I reassure myself because I am too afraid.Too mute to express fully my feelings and complaints.To scared to demand change. And you to short sighted to visulize it as more. So before more of my emotions and yours are invested inmthis lets both deicde to end it.
It's kind of sad it must end this way because I kind of miss you aliitle bit less each day
Why must people evole?
Why must feeling change?
Why can't things simply remain the same?
It seems your feelings have changed when mine have remained excatly the same. maybe yours were never real... maybe mine were just to intense... maybe I wanted yours to be real because mine were.... Maybe I just could'nt see who you truley were... Maybe I will never get that chance....
Because part of me despises you now... Part of me hates the sight of you now... part of me wants you to hurt right now... part of me wants you to call right now... part of me wants to see you right now... part of me wants you to want me right now.
so what is one to do? you call I can't bring myself to answer..why is it? I am so unsure of your sincirity . wondering what excatly is inspiring this phone call? nostaglia for me and us?loniness?reget?what is it?
I have myself wondering will things be different. will we change. Will you be a different man this time around. NO it will be the same I reassure myself because I am too afraid.Too mute to express fully my feelings and complaints.To scared to demand change. And you to short sighted to visulize it as more. So before more of my emotions and yours are invested inmthis lets both deicde to end it.
It's kind of sad it must end this way because I kind of miss you aliitle bit less each day
