A BUDDY... I Can't Handle them
How is that some males and females can enagage in s*xual activites... but lack an emotional connection to their partner?
Are their hearts stronger?
Are their hearts colder?
Are they just wiser?
I use to beleieve that random s*x was the thing... but random s*x always turned out to be not so random I found myself making my random partners, not so random and continual partners...
Can s*x ever be random are'nt people always doomed to catch feelings... for their partner
if not the first time surely all the times that are bound to follow?
When a man s*x.. When a woman has s*x don't they take a piece of each other?
are'nt they now connected to one another?
so why is that I feel so connected to you ?
and you seem so disconncected from me?
what have i done to deserve the title of BUDDY and not Girlfriend?
Am I un worthy or just simply the buddy type?
Are'nt I worth more than late night meetings between the sheets?how about dinner?or a little effort?
I can actualy read/write/speak quite profricently so why I am simply a buddy?
Can my title ever evole... but should'nt that happen as my feelings evole?
I guess Iam just boring
jut not your type
yet you seem so willing to call me a buddy but than again that requires zero effort
Are their hearts stronger?
Are their hearts colder?
Are they just wiser?
I use to beleieve that random s*x was the thing... but random s*x always turned out to be not so random I found myself making my random partners, not so random and continual partners...
Can s*x ever be random are'nt people always doomed to catch feelings... for their partner
if not the first time surely all the times that are bound to follow?
When a man s*x.. When a woman has s*x don't they take a piece of each other?
are'nt they now connected to one another?
so why is that I feel so connected to you ?
and you seem so disconncected from me?
what have i done to deserve the title of BUDDY and not Girlfriend?
Am I un worthy or just simply the buddy type?
Are'nt I worth more than late night meetings between the sheets?how about dinner?or a little effort?
I can actualy read/write/speak quite profricently so why I am simply a buddy?
Can my title ever evole... but should'nt that happen as my feelings evole?
I guess Iam just boring
jut not your type
yet you seem so willing to call me a buddy but than again that requires zero effort
A relationship is based on something other than s*x. Trust me. The longer you wait to sleep with the one you want to be with, the more you find out what they want from the other. The "buddy" thing is the "just incase I'm alone next weekend" title. Give yourself to someone that you like for them not just for how they look or dress. Dinner, movies, concerts, road trips, and other things come before the sheets fly. Camille, I've tried this and you will find out how a person is in the long run. Meaning "that thing that he does when he..." he will keep doing it. AND!!! I see your blog titles and I think its time to "Walk by faith, not by sight!!!!"