Ifeel like i am in a fantasy world

I feel as though I live in a fantasy world...
In this world you play ball just for me...
You dream of only me...
You are loyal to only me...
You belong to only me...
You are there for me...
This is my fantasy world...
But in reality you are none of these things
Every word you say to me is a lie
And I am faced daily with girls who claim they know you on quite an intimate level They can even vividly describe the inside of your room
They portray you as a rough individual...
And describe the rude and crude things you say...
And proudly I say," He has never treated ME that way"
"I have never seen or heard him in this way."

He has belonged to me since the day he arrived
I trust what he says ....
He wouldn't lie about things like that...
Plus,
She's calling him...
He's not calling her...
She likes him...
He ain't feeling her...
That happened while we were apart...
He was just using her...

I feel as though I'm in a fantasy world
I say, " Babe... Why are they saying these things?"
"I don't know,"
You reply,
" I swear that girl is crazy...Spoke to her like once...She ain't nothing! It was nothing! I don't even know her name!"

I am CONSTANTLY living in a fantay world...
In it...
I belong to u
And u belong to ONLY me
And you tell me only truths
Never lying to me...
I am just sooo tired of being lied to...
I have hung in there with you for quite awhile
But I must say now I am very through...

Strong black women know when to throw in the towel...
I refuse to allow you to bring me down
You...
Who wouldn't even fully commit,
Just continue to spread your seed round and round,
Because you believe I will always stay round,
But no longer will I allow myself to be your fool
I AM SO THROUGH WITH YOU!!!