trying too hard
I am Trying to Hard???
Is that what you said? How can you ever try to hard for love is'nt that worth all strength and time? Are'nt I deserving of all you have to give? Are'nt I deserving of attention and patience?
Love Me and Love Me hard... Maybe you just don't know how...Maybe your just not Trying
Trying to hard ? How can you say that when this lacking in so many aspests! I love you please love me tooo.... Can you call me everyday... Make your mind think thoughts of me hourly... Let my face sparks images in your imagnation daily.... Think of me... Think of us... Think of our future!... Maybe you just don't feel the same way... Maybe your mind and heart just don't want to be boomarded with feeling,thoughts and emotins of me.
Why am I here when will I learn.. We have been here so many times and so little has changed you need time to grow and expand... I need time move on with life... this is'nt the first time you have sent a wound to my heart but I want to make it the last! Things won't change... They don't know how! but how many times must we repeat it to understand!
Trying to Hard? How you say that I try everyday to forget... and to heal from all wounds and swears inbeded in heart... I cried so many tears.. when will it end.. I guess when I want it to... so I guess today
So what is my worth it's stupid to ask you but what is... You don't deserve me .. clearly you don't see me... clearly you don't love.. clearly you don't understand me...No matter what will always be at this place! I will always feel worthless.. I will always feel replaceable ... Because that's what I am to you..DEPOSABLE.. REPLACEABLE .. FORGETABLE... It's my fault for allowing myself to be that way ... for allowing you to treat me that way ...I got to get smart I have to let this go!and make you replaceable
Is that what you said? How can you ever try to hard for love is'nt that worth all strength and time? Are'nt I deserving of all you have to give? Are'nt I deserving of attention and patience?
Love Me and Love Me hard... Maybe you just don't know how...Maybe your just not Trying
Trying to hard ? How can you say that when this lacking in so many aspests! I love you please love me tooo.... Can you call me everyday... Make your mind think thoughts of me hourly... Let my face sparks images in your imagnation daily.... Think of me... Think of us... Think of our future!... Maybe you just don't feel the same way... Maybe your mind and heart just don't want to be boomarded with feeling,thoughts and emotins of me.
Why am I here when will I learn.. We have been here so many times and so little has changed you need time to grow and expand... I need time move on with life... this is'nt the first time you have sent a wound to my heart but I want to make it the last! Things won't change... They don't know how! but how many times must we repeat it to understand!
Trying to Hard? How you say that I try everyday to forget... and to heal from all wounds and swears inbeded in heart... I cried so many tears.. when will it end.. I guess when I want it to... so I guess today
So what is my worth it's stupid to ask you but what is... You don't deserve me .. clearly you don't see me... clearly you don't love.. clearly you don't understand me...No matter what will always be at this place! I will always feel worthless.. I will always feel replaceable ... Because that's what I am to you..DEPOSABLE.. REPLACEABLE .. FORGETABLE... It's my fault for allowing myself to be that way ... for allowing you to treat me that way ...I got to get smart I have to let this go!and make you replaceable
