Why am I so unimportant

Cry, Cry , Cry
Hurt .... When will this hurt go away... I guess not tonight
For your words never orginated from a geniune place or a loving place
You live and learn but when will I learn? When will this feeling go away?
this feeling of being so unimportant? being so insigficant?
Why ? Why do I care so much and you care so little... and I do so much and you so little ... I try so hard and you try so little...
What are we doing?
If you wanted to you would have...
If it was important to you would have made it top pority...
not waited and waited... bit like always I am last!
but this time I won't forgive.... won't forget... if I did it would be unfair to myself ... unfair to my heart... to keep giving it to someone who dose'nt want who dose'nt care for it...
I have to go !