Relationships Anew
How can I ever be the same now??
How can I ever love the same as I did before?
How can I ever give myself the way I use too?
How can I ever trust the way I use to?
How can I ever be the person I use to ??
How can I ever look at you the way I use ??
How can I ever call the way I use too??
I can't you have tarnished me.... Made me not me turned me in to someone new.... put me through so much. Made me cry and broke my heart so many times. So why Am I here again?? Here to be your fool again!
Here at the place of confusion should'nt I be smarter? this time I mean I been here how many times previous ... should'nt I have learned to love less harder... should'nt I be stronger... Should'nt I be wiser? Should'nt I be through with love... Should'nt I have learned it just aint for me??
I should just give up... but I still think of you ...
~~~~When I think of my furture I still see you in it can't imagine you not there.can't imagine not being beside you.Just can't imagine not being your wife and the mother of your children felt this way since the first day we meant... that we'd be together forever!!! but you disappoint me
~~~~~You EWWWWWW!!!! you are so grose ... how dare we attempt to be friends it could never work out I will always think of the awful lies you told and the childdish women you told them on. All the evil actions you are guilty of . I never thought things would get to the point of such intense feelings but the intensity has passed but this friendship I am sure won't last people seem to be so eager to destroy that to. But friendships dont require work they come with ease. Even in Friendship I am your fool ...
but you and I friends no... I care too much for you can't bear to see you with another...yet and still can't bear not to talk to neather of you two
~~~~~But as I begin to start something brand new I have to wonder is this the same thing as the ones of the past ... I have to ask is this a casual affair... because I want despartly to feel love and know love....
but I must take this slow... slower than I took it with you and you
I refuse to be hurt again ... I see you and think this could be the change I need but are you ready to give me all that I need ... or is it simply a casual affair?
How can I ever love the same as I did before?
How can I ever give myself the way I use too?
How can I ever trust the way I use to?
How can I ever be the person I use to ??
How can I ever look at you the way I use ??
How can I ever call the way I use too??
I can't you have tarnished me.... Made me not me turned me in to someone new.... put me through so much. Made me cry and broke my heart so many times. So why Am I here again?? Here to be your fool again!
Here at the place of confusion should'nt I be smarter? this time I mean I been here how many times previous ... should'nt I have learned to love less harder... should'nt I be stronger... Should'nt I be wiser? Should'nt I be through with love... Should'nt I have learned it just aint for me??
I should just give up... but I still think of you ...
~~~~When I think of my furture I still see you in it can't imagine you not there.can't imagine not being beside you.Just can't imagine not being your wife and the mother of your children felt this way since the first day we meant... that we'd be together forever!!! but you disappoint me
~~~~~You EWWWWWW!!!! you are so grose ... how dare we attempt to be friends it could never work out I will always think of the awful lies you told and the childdish women you told them on. All the evil actions you are guilty of . I never thought things would get to the point of such intense feelings but the intensity has passed but this friendship I am sure won't last people seem to be so eager to destroy that to. But friendships dont require work they come with ease. Even in Friendship I am your fool ...
but you and I friends no... I care too much for you can't bear to see you with another...yet and still can't bear not to talk to neather of you two
~~~~~But as I begin to start something brand new I have to wonder is this the same thing as the ones of the past ... I have to ask is this a casual affair... because I want despartly to feel love and know love....
but I must take this slow... slower than I took it with you and you
I refuse to be hurt again ... I see you and think this could be the change I need but are you ready to give me all that I need ... or is it simply a casual affair?
