Deadly love here is yall next part of me

Has your heart ever felt the way my heart does? Have you ever wanted to give up on love and you have no cause? Could you ever look into the eyes of the person you love and see no meaning to the love you share inside? And what about the thoughts think when you have the perfect times? Has what you contemplated as the perfect love, felt like it was erased so quickly. Like the way your mind feels when it has an epiphany. Well I have felt alll these things and so much more. Yesterday my angels came knocking at my door. Telling me the love that I once new was love no more. They told me they had to strip the wings of the love i felt and send it beneath the the earths floor. They had to conceal my heart in my dreams and trade my spirit for atrocity.So i have no alternative but to let my love die to revulsion and permit it to continue dieing. I never speak of the realms in my heart well I guess thats not true. Every time I spoke to GOD I pleaded for me and you. I knew a forbidden love like this could never ever be. I just scamper from angels saying LONG AS YOU LOVE ME, I wouldn't give up on you and follow my path. Set for me before you existed, I secretly wished it would last. I guess everything that exist has to die someday. I just never wanted our love to die in this horrible way. But assassinating my heart is what keeps your heart beating. Then I will let your heart beat no matter the beating. SO let it go, I gotta live and you do too. I am calling on the cupid now to restore me and you. They will repair us for someone else because we arent meant to be, let it go its okay, I AM SORRY TOO.I went to the grave of demise today and selected the head stone for our love. It read" This love it had no reason for its end it died just because. This love was always with someone but always alone. This love was always on display but never shown." So I can't kill you anmore with the words that hurt. I will build your life iwht words like I never love you and I never thought it would work. The irony of this is that you that isnt true but we dont deal with truth anymore we deal with moments and right now's. Right now at the moment, i just want to give you the key to my heart and give permission to let go. I hope i helped you comprehend this deadly love as I wrote it in this poem.