DISAPPOINTED

Right now I'm so mad,sad,confuesed, and just all around disappointed. There was this guy that I had been talking to for like a month and some change and I could of sworn we were gonna go out. I thought he was goin to ask me out on my birthday but he didn't. SO I just went out thinking that we were gonna finally go out. Until he started acting shady. I really like him so I thought that maybe he was jus mad and didn't reall wanna talk about it. Until he said that "he didn't like me as a girl he would want to be his girlfriend but jus as a friend. But he would want me to be his girl but just not now. He jus wants to be friends." Now be the strong person that I am I didn't let him see my emotions that I was feeling. But by the time I got home I was jus so hurt. I didn't cry or anything I was just mad and disappointed because the way things were going. I could of sworn we were gonna go out. But I guess things changed right in front of my eyes and I jus didn't realize it. Sometimes I think that I should wait around for him but then again that's jus a line that boys say jus so u can get away from them. But he jus called me a few days ago and was talking to me like nothing happen. So now I'm kind of thinkin that maybe there is a chance for us. But I'm not sure wat do u think?