Somebody tell me why Im in Love with Thick Women

Hello, my name is Tyron and Im a thickaholic. I dont understand the sensation i get when i see thick ladies. Is it disrespect or is this a natural feeling? I mean when i see the curvature of the natural black woman i go crazy. I can walk past skinny girls all day long but when a lovely thick lady walks past i just have to turn my head. Im just being honest, you feel me. As long as im not staring, i dont think its disrespect. Am i wrong? Is there anyone else who feels like this? Somebody tell me why im in love with dark/light, thick african hipps.