Spiritual Cleansing

Hey people, sorry I haven't written in a few days I've been really busy. I know ya'll don't know so here you go: I'm Miss Oklahoma City, USA, so my weekends are filled with making pageant appearances. This weekend I attended the Miss Black OU Pageant. It was very interesting. I had fun with my pageant director ans Miss Bethany, USA. It was great. We spent the night over my pageant director's house and went to her church today. I had an experience that I've never had before at church. I spent most of my time crying throughout the service. Everything that took place just touched me, and ministered to my spirit like something. . . .i don't even know how to explain it. One of the missionaries that was talking to me, just told me all about myself, and how I need to let things go, and how people talk to me because they know I can help, and alot of other things. It was like I just gave her my personality without even saying a word, it was so...amazing. I feel so much lighter now. I'm not a person to cry, so I guess I had alot that I had been holding back. That's what my firend Cynthia said. So for all you people like me, that don't cry for anything....do it. Cry, after you get finished you'll feel so much better, I feel empty inside, but it's a good empty, not a lonely empty or anything like that...I know it doesn't make sense, but it makes sense to me, I hope you all get a moment to cry, guys to. Don't keep yourself from God, submit yourself fully unto him, hide nothing, everything will fall into place, I promise....He promises.