Whats up with that?
Whats good? So here my black azz is again asking for some more advice. I'm really good at giving advice to others(I really am I've been told this numerous times) but I'm not so hot at giving good advice to myself.....Ok so my boyfriend and I have been together for ten months now, but we have been talking to each other for over a year. But this weekend I was snooping (and yes I know it was wrong and I regret it dearly) and I found this note that he has written to himself and it talked about how much he hated me and how we were only together for one thing and all this other stuff( It hurts too much to go into detail) But he wrote it when we were having a really tough time ( back in september). The reason we were having a hard time was all because of me. I had never been in a real relationship before and thought it was okay to talk to other guys. He found out three times that I had been talking to other people. I was just stupid and very afraid of having someone actually love me( he came on pretty serious). But I just can't get this letter out of my head even through he has told me over and over again that he really loves me and he just wrote that to himself b/c he was trying to make himself not like me anymore. Should I believe him or let him go?
People say a lot of thing when they get angry but a letter to himself that sounds off I just feel like college is the time for us transition into adults it should be all about you if you want to have other friends or see other people dont limited yourself to just being with him and crying over him shake it off...