Why Care? ( A Poem)

Carin fa you is like a roller coaster,
All these ups & downs
twists 'n turn
Never know whats comin next
'n got my chest achin from this
-heart burn!
All my people trippin ova you,
Like you they boo.
Acttin like I said I was in love with you!
-Love?
Naw, I dont love you, but loved spendin time together since I'm always missin you.
Not like I can just see you everyday but any who.
I try to blow off the way I feel,
But thats just denial & makes me ill.
All I do is ask myself
-WHY?
Why DO i care bout you?
Thinkin back ova times we had.
The good just as well as bad.
I told you you was different,
and you asked
-Why?
I can't describe it but I'll give it a try.
Well...
For starters I broke THAT rule for you.
Probably only do that for you and my boo that say "I Do".
Then all that distance too!
But that aint stop me from being faithful to you.
I mean I'm not in love with you,
just I really like you.
I just dont know,
but your different to me.
I just...?