Ladies what is my heart saying

They say that people can read you better. Well i wrote thsi poem rite off the top of my heart. Didnt edit just wrote. So why dont you tell em what you think my heart is trtying to say. And be honest...

A love!

Love, What the hell did i do?
I was told to stay real
And if i did that
Than one day you would come true
Than you would forever be mine?

Where was you last valentines?
But i was told take my time
I have a whole life ahead of me
I don't have to rush
But everyday another person dies
So what should i trust?

They tell me I'm to young to feel you
They say "I need to grow"
But me being without you
Makes me feel like
I'm trapped in a snowstorm
With no end in sight

Why i here and see people younger than me
Abuse you and do you wrong
Why i sit here
I been good 4 so long
What's wrong?
Is it me?
Let me know

Cause for you I will change
I'm not a player
So i don't indulge in the game
I'm just trying to meet you
So i can give you my last name
I'm getting tired of the pain,Hurt and the miss trust
I gave my all to you
Only to get nothing in return

I guess like usher i need to let this burn
Maybe,Just maybe
Me and you are not meant to be
Maybe i was put here
To play the game
i know it seem strange
But at times
I wonder if you exist
Or are you just an idea or thought
That lurks around an the able mind

Be patient
In time
Why i do that
I see players mistreat you
and act out of line

Hey i guess when it's my time
I will know
But you need to come soon
The game is calling
I'm about to close the door!