TO the ONE that was LOST pt. 2

As I look over your photos in my wallet, I can't help but to shed my tears as I realize what has been missing.....YOU......Why did I allow the stress of you and I to be the downfall of YOU and I? Why did I do that? There is someone for everyone, yet I cannot help but to feel that you were the one....At one point, I had no worries as to who you were or where you were, but as I lay awake this morning, I do...I fear for my future without you...A future that cannot grace the lives of others and the lives of our posterity.....Where did I go wrong?......Why didn't I appreciate you for what you were? GODDAMMIT!!! My heart cries, my feelings cry and I cry...For you....For me.....For US....Baby, I LOVE YOU...and I know you love me just as much...But I guess that this is the end of our Chapter....And I don't want to read anymore...Oh how I beg for the illiteracy of LOVE and LIFE......Oh how much bliss there is in ignorance...As I lay here......Comtemplating my thoughts on my life.....All the problems that have occured and finally coming with a solution.....I shall be tranquil and calm down and I shall lay in my dormant quiet, in my dormant sleep, in my peaceful yet dreadful pain..........for she shall hear from me no more forever...........

To the ONE that was LOST.......

Goodbye My Love

I LOVE YOU