follow-up to HELP

well its been a minute since i felt like my world crashed on me. The last few days i just been thinking a lot. I mean i really like him and all but i just cant conform my dreams and goals for sum1 else. and he shouldnt have to either. We've talked everyday since we split and i'm really realizing how what i want. I want to go to an HBCU and he wants to stay in MI. I mean i got into a school up there but thats not where i'll be the happiest. And like the last few days have been SOOO hard for me. But Thanks to my guy LJ i'm smiling again. He really has had my back. Then today at work i really got down. and when i got off i look at my phone to see if TJ ( my newly ex) had text me n he hadnt but LJ had n his text made me feel on top again. Then as i got home to i finally found where my brotha put the mail and i seee whaat i've been waiting for! I got accepted to Tuskegee!!!!! So i guess everything working out for the best. Getting in really made me feel better i've got so many options and i dont want to turn them down for what could really split my family i cant loose them. I already lost my dad before i was born i cant loose my mom ova a guy now when i can go away to school and really meet my mate! i just need time for me. I cant try to be happy up there when my heart iz at an hbcu...