Man...

My life just seems to get more complicated each passing day. I was recently told that I over analyze things too much. At first I was like, OK, but now I'm like...how do I do that? Maybe it's because I consider myself as an undercover philosopher because I'm always pondering about things and asking questions. Anywho, I was told that it was an annoying thing to do and people get tired of it.

However, someone else told me that I don't do that. Now, I'm trying not to lose anymore friends, because my life has enuff drama as it is, and I need my friends. But, I'm also noticing that I don't have that many REAL friends anyway. So...what am I supposed to do? I be myself, I lose friends. If I'm not myself, I gain friends, but I'm not happy. Ay...so confusing...