BIG RED COMMITED SUICIDE!!!

so yesterday i come back on the yard and while im on the elevator my phone rings....now i have both of my fish in my hand and when i tried answering it one of my fish fell and hit the floor so hard the tank broke......i picked him up and threw him in the tank with merman(my other fish) i have the betta fish who fight each other but surprisingly they were just chillin in the tank with each other.....so when i get to my room i finally seperate them and put big red into a bowl......i left for the evening and this morning when i came back i went to go feed them and i look into the bowl and notice that big red wasnt in the bowl so i was asked my roomate "where is my child?" when i looked down big red was layin dead on the desk....and when i went to pick him up it felt like he had been there over night......so my baby commited suicide between 11pm and 6am this morning (just guessing) WHY BIG RED WHY?????