Holding back

I leave for school tomorrow ya'll and on the long ride there all im going to be thinking about is not being able to see my family when i want to. I mean everyone has given me picture to make it easy but its not the same and i keep hearing how people's parents that i talk to are staying like 4 or 5 days but mines is only staying like a couple of hours after they move me in i mean i know they cant stay because of they crazy work schedules but it just seems weird that everyone's parents are staying more than one night. Anyway i holding back from being hurt and i dont know how to release myself i mean between saying goodbye to my family tomorrow and argueing with the financial aid people about my financial aid(that i still haven't recieved yall) How exactly does this school work i mean do they always wait until the last minute. Anyway What ya'll think i should do to stop from stressin?
Im out
Shonda