he's not going to give up

Flowers are for losers, lol im still at it ya'll being crazy and loving life but hey you know i been sick for a while this is really what i need now but anyway back to what i was saying flowers are for losers, I dont know if ya'll read the blog i posted yesterday about keep him or leave him well he's not giving up, He came to my house yesterday and handed me some flowers and some candy and a teddy bear, and you know im happy that he thinks highly of me now but im not interested anymore, I say flowers are for losers because only losers make you wait for something that waits for no one. Love, I wanted his love in 9th grade and maybe in the 10 grade but whoes counting? lol SHONDA WAITS FOR NO ONE OR SHOULD I SAY NO MAN LOL. Hey tell me, is not having patients for love a bad trait? i mean i feel if its going to be love wont it appear that way or is it something that takes time? if im feeling something for you and i tell you express myself through every way possible poetry, cards, words from the mouth everything but he wasn't feeling me but now im not feeling him anymore and he's breathing down my neck. Tell me what ya'll think.
Im out
Shonda