The countdown is winding down!

I was sitting around in my room thinking n' I realized that the time that I have been waiting for which is to go to skool, is rite around da corner! It caught me off gaurd n' I never thought I would say this but Im not ready 4 it just yet. I guess its because I dont wanna leave sum of the people I have here especially my mom!(if u lived in my house....u would see y!) Sum of my old friends n' sum of the new. It feels like Im not gonna have enough time to say good-bye. I mean dont get me wrong, Im so ready to leave this hell hole they call a town but I grew up here n' my family is here n' u never know, u might never see a certain person ever again! Im coming back for X-mas but that don't mean that they will be here! I hate to say it but as I quote the famous sayin.....tomorrow is never guaranteed! There is no tellin who is gonna leave this earth between the time Im @ skool n' X-mas! Theres no tellin if Im gone be on this earth between that time! Well I guess its like the song says....its so hard to say good-bye!