should i call him???
so i keep having these dreams about my first love and i keep thinkin about him.....i havent talked to or seen him since my junior year of high school.....i know that i still love him very much and lately i have been thinking should i pick up the phone and call him????.....im scared as hell to call him....i keep wondering is he thinking about me like i think about him or does he even still have maybe a tiny bit of feelings left for me like i have him.....i was talkin to one of my bestfriends and they are tellin me u call cuz i never would know how he felt unless i called...but im so scared to call him....so what do u guys think should i call or go on about my business???
I FEEL WHAT UR SAYING. MY FIRST GIRLFRIEND, MY FIRST LOVE, MY FIRST KISS, ALL OF THAT. SHE IS MARRIED NOW, BUT I MISS HER SO MUCH. I FEEL THAT SOMETIMES I TRY TO COMPARE MY OTHER GIRLFRIENDS TO HER, THAT'S WHY WE DON'T WORK OUT. I HAVE MATURED SOME AND I NOW REALIZE THAT SHE WAS MY PAST, AND I NEED TO LEAVE HER THERE. NO POINT IN WISHING ON A STAR FOR SOMETHING THAT IS SO FAR FROM MY HEART NOW. WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT, GOD WILL BRING MY SOULMATE INTO MY LIFE. BUT YOU SHOULD CALL TO SAY HI, SEE WHATS UP. HE JUST MIGHT FEEL THE SAME WAY. DON'T BE LIKE ME. BY THE TIME I GOT ENOUGH COURAGE TO TALK TO HER, IT WAS TO LATE. KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND GOOD LUCK. HOLLA