Last night
Last night I pored my heart out to you and told you things that even I couldn't believe were true.
I told them to you in an up front way and I sit here wondering how I did that yesterday.
Have you ever just openly told somebody something and didn't understand why you did it? Last night I was talking to my friend guy that I like a lot and I told him things about my first love and how I delt with that break up that I never told anybody. That was scary in a way because for so long I built up a wall around my heart and here I was pouring it out to him out of tha blue. If I could go back in time would I not do it again? I don't know but I would probably do it in a different way.
I told them to you in an up front way and I sit here wondering how I did that yesterday.
Have you ever just openly told somebody something and didn't understand why you did it? Last night I was talking to my friend guy that I like a lot and I told him things about my first love and how I delt with that break up that I never told anybody. That was scary in a way because for so long I built up a wall around my heart and here I was pouring it out to him out of tha blue. If I could go back in time would I not do it again? I don't know but I would probably do it in a different way.
to me it sounds like you really trust him and its normal to feel uncomfortable after pouring your heart out, after all it has been inside of YOU for a long time. its not always easy sharing your emotions with others, especially on matters as personal as love. dont stress it gyrl take this as a time to see if he really cares for you as a friend, if he does then he will take what you have shared with him as an opportunity to understand you more and gradually respect your feelings, not saying that he doesnt, but respect is an ongoing thing it buids up and up and up....dony worry, dont you feel more at ease now that you have told someone?