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Im ReAaallLLy SadD! : (

Im ReAaallLLy SadD! : (

DiannA* SimonE* · Thursday, July 28th 2005 at 2:26AM · 590 views
Hey peEpoLe..I'm kinDa upSet cuZ i been thinkin Bout Goin awAy latley. I am havinG miXed emotionS. eveN tho I knoE i shuld be "estactiC" about LeaVin n startin sumthin NEW.. which i am in sum ways..but i dont wanna leave my moms , my man, and ma friends, etc. I think Im a lil bit ScareD. Ima miss them soso much. Even tho my friendz r all leavin 2 ta go ta different schoolz I still feel sum sort of emptiness left inside-I don knoE what it is. But I gottA face Reality>bettah yet, Life @ that. Its apart of Gettin older. i actually think im over reacting bcuz It aint lyke Im neva gonna c them again..lol. I think its just cUz I'm awaRe of tha separation thaT im Gonna be faCin..Bein away fruM my loVed onEs! thas was makin me so nervous. And suprisinGly- as inDepeNdent as I thinK i AM i'm afraid oF lettin Go) thAs craZy ( WhatZ wronG wit me?) I dunno My emotionZ r all twisteD. I wish i could put it in wordS for you all ta unDerstanD : / Well if u get my driFt..feel free to leave ur commentz, lol

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Joshua Smith Thursday, July 28th 2005 at 3:36AM

Trust Me I Feel You Because Me And My Twin Are In DC Right Now He's Waiting To Start At Howard And He Is On Pins And Needles Because I Won't Be There But Like I Told Him It Will Be An Eye Opening Experience For Both Of Us Me At School And Him At School Everything Will Work Out

Brittany Brooks Thursday, July 28th 2005 at 3:54AM

Girl, I know exactly how u feel! but mine keeps changin from day to day! some days i'm ready to go out and be on my own, and the next day i'm not sure if i wanna go all the way to dc w/o my family and friends! Like u, i'm finally startin to accept the fact that its life, and u can't hold on to everything forever. hopefully, we'll meet some ppl at hu that will help take or minds off of missing home! get at me if u need me!

MATTHEW GRIFFIN Thursday, July 28th 2005 at 9:49AM

I FELT THE SAME WAY THAT YOU FEEL WHEN I LEFT TO GO TO BASIC TRAINING. I WAS SO AFRAID, NOT OF THE PHSICAL PART, BUT OF THE DISTANCE I WOULD BE FROM THE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE BEEN WITH MY WHOLE LIFE. NOW I'M OVER HERE IN IRAQ, ACROSS THE WORLD FROM MY FAMILY. BUT IT'S OK 'CAUSE I KNOW THAT I WILL SEE THEM AGAIN PRETTY SOON. BUT IT HELPED ME, 'CAUSE NOW I LOVE TO BE AWAY AND I WANT TO GO EVERYWHERE THAT GOD WILL LET ME. KEEP YOUR HEAD AND STAY POSITIVE. HOLLA

Jimmie Lee Gibson Jr. Thursday, July 28th 2005 at 9:50AM

You're just going through what most freshman experience before they head off to school. Everyone gets all worked up and excited before they leave for school and a little nervous as the day draws near. I was exactly the same as you are right now. I couldn't wait to leave until the day was almost here and then all these worries crept into my head about leaving my friends and family. How would me and my roommate get along and how would I be received since I didn't know anyone in the area at all. But trust me, you won't have a problem once you step on campus....your parents leave....and you get that first taste of college life with your fellow students.

The relationships that are worthwhile at home will thrive and those that don't belong with you will wilt. And you'll meet some of the best people you'll ever know in college. Don't worry about it too much, ya know. Good luck and enjoy your freshman year...

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swantasha stokes Thursday, July 28th 2005 at 12:33PM

Dont think ofit as a bad experience, just think of it as a way to meet nice new people and to better yourself. When you get there you will see!!! Good Luck!!

Edward DeSean P Thursday, July 28th 2005 at 12:35PM

Be Excited your going to have alot of fun, Just make sure you stay Focus on your goals.

Melanie Jones Tuesday, August 9th 2005 at 1:29AM

G, I totally feel what your saying! I kinda feel the same way. But girl we gotta wipe our eyes, dust off our shoulders and prepare for the time of our life. HU bout to be crazy fun and hella educational and informative! Turn that anxiety into excitement!

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