Mama

Sometimes i feel like i'll never reach my goals. the way my mama downs them all. Its so clear that she does it because admitting i'm almost a grown-up hurts her. But can't she see she is hurting me? Life is hard enough having to be born daddyless. then she trys to use money as an excuse to down my hopes and dreams. As if I'll be like my big brotha and be living w/ them back at home. what am i gonna do? why do she gotta do me so wrong. As if i chose this life for myself!