Be Thankful that you are still alive.
Today a good friend of mine that graduated with me a month ago died of a heart attack.....yes, a heart attack at 17 years old, i am just sitting here thinking about all of the little things i take for granted, and all of my complaining over minute things that really didnt matter. My friend was living with heart complications for the whole 12th grade year, and he still continued to be happy because he was here another day... and he never told anyone so that no one would treat him any different..This incident really put me in check, i believe God is trying to show us that, you should live life to the fullest and praise him always because you never know when you will take your last breath.
yeah i was just thinking about what you said. God does everything for a reason. I will pray for you and i wish you well. You are in my prayers.