Trying again and starting over

I'm trying again, I'm starting over
Telling the truth; I'm starting from scratch
No building blocks-no stepping stones
Just me venturing out all alone
To begin a new life start a new pattern, create a new home
I must I must prove what I can do
To all those who doubted me, especially you!
Now I'm trying again, starting over
Back to point A, struggling for step 1
Watching others succeed and out there making it
I can too I'm no different I've just been dealing with shyt to make my dream seem non-existant
Gone through a hard battle, fought a good fight, back to a war---
I'm fighting for my life and I don't want to fight no more......