Thursday...

How embarassing is it when someone who knows you reads your blog and has a feeling of the person you are attracted to? I know I blogged it and everybody reads it but its wierd having someone who knows you read your thoughts. Anywayz, I told the guy that I was suppose to go out with on Friday that I wasn't going. I don't like to hurt peoples feelings so I lied and said I was going out of town. I'm really going to a party. Can I really turn down a party?? Noooo. Maybe I will go out with him next time but I'm going out saturday, thats the one I am going to look forward. Oh yeah the girl I mentioned yesterday, her last name is Ruffin. If anyone knows her, thats the one I'm talkin about. BEWARE she changes personality like a light switch. Anywayz. Nothing much popped off today. Its thursday so its the boring day. I think its James Hall open house but I don't think I'm going because I want to see College Hill!! My speech is tomorrow, I'm alittle nervous but I'll be ok...hopefully.