Monday

I thought that I would have something juicy to tell all but I don't. But I will still write something, whatever is on my mind. I had english today and we had to talk about the word love and what it means to us. I was so nervous because I do have a boyfriend and I know how love feels for me, but I didn't want to say it infront of a whole bunch of guys. However the guy I find attractive (whose from New York too) said that love for him is rare, intimacy, and euphora. The way he said it attracted me even more. Eventually I will say who it is because I'm not so afraid to say I find you attractive and I want to get to know you. I am afraid of rejection. I saw my cutie in Health but I didn't get to talk to him because he left mad early. I don't know why he did and its not like I could call him because I erased his number. I tried to take a picture of him with my phone on the sneak tip but that didn't work. Other than that, nothing really happened. My friend wants me to go on date with her friend and his cousin but like I said I hate rejection. I'll do it because she is always there for me and I did say I would go. If anything happens tomorrow, I'll let you know.
Untill then...BK STAND UP!! :)