love/fear

I'm in love..he personifies love..or maybe he's just a fantasy...
fear and love cannot properly coexist without fail...but in my
heart it does...i love his words...his actions..his love for beauty...
expressed through emotion for me...yet i fear his unthoughtfulness,
his uninterest, his keen eye for someone else other than me...
If i live by fear then that fear shall destroy me but if i live by love..im
subject to vulneralbility...love/fear
s.rich