Andre Crouch said it so faithfully," I've had many tears and sorrows.
I've had questions for tomorrow and you probably know the rest of the song/story.
Well, i just need to share a little if you don't mind. I'm considered the strength of my family spiritually. For some reason since childhood, folks seem to look to me for a way out or something. I find myself trying to help every one and their neighbor with what ever i have be it mentally, physically or spiritually. In other words, if nobody else will, call Esther.
I pray a lot and cry a lot and look for some one to turn to. However, the majority of the time the person to whom I turn, is looking to me for themselves.
I'm the youngest in the family and have never had a relationship with my syblings mainly because they were much older. I was last and late born.
Now, i find myself with twenty-four seven care giving for two people. Working from home and a few more hats.
i've found strength to deal with all of this and more. It's the misplacing of my one-thousand dollar cashier check that has taken the fight out of me. I was so careful to purchase it and mail it immediately until I did not get it certified and therefore I cannot track it. Now, a Certified Check cannot be refunded for ninety days. Okay, you probably say what's the big deal about a thousand dollars? It was my mortgage payment and that means, I'm behind until I get it or play catch up.
Okay, I feel better. Thanks for listening and if you feel like saying a prayer that would be even better. We will make it and we will be okay because of the "favor" of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Yet, we still need each other and you internet friends have become a great part of my life. Thanks for being here.
Working From Home,
Ben and Esther Pinkston
http://wisdomwealthhealth.ning.com
Posted By: Esther Pinkston
Tuesday, January 13th 2009 at 6:54PM
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